girl guide training :D

morning as usual follow mother go bring little boy and eat breakfast. after that headed home, sister today never go school because parents meeting. so slack at home until about time to go shuqun girl guide training for  speech day. very unhappy because need to face sharon and tracy but lucky i look after the speech day girls and then they go train the guides that are not involve in the speech day doing marching too. but what to do, life is just nothing but unfair. never mind, just do my part can already don't need to bother on how people think about me. today speech day not bad, but still got room of improving. i have train my best to train them already hope they will learn and remember by heart. hope to see they will be improving and not to give up on guiding. our friendship seem to end already, i don't mind with it actually. because it seem to be everyone is saying is my fault fine with it. i don't even care at all. they to me is just nothing, only my seniors and nothing. seem they want to be like this then let it be. do i seem to treat me transparent then i will just treat them nothing to me. even though we have been like so call friend like for a few years already, i think so. but to me is just nothing only lose a friend, not my life. so to me is just nothing, since when i was small until now also don't have any true friend. so is like to me i got friend or not i don't even bother. last time i do, but now if people want to make friend i will okayy. will last long, don't even know at all. after guides training end went to plaza singapura to meet priya to buy some art material and then it is like very rush. because i meeting jeremy and i was like late about 30minutes. really very sorry my darling, i will try to meet you early next time okayy ? don't be angry with me okayy ? loveeeeee youuuu always :D

life..

morning follow my mum go bring little boy and he never go to school. then we will like waited for him about 1hour and then came to the bus stop. never mind, then headed back home.about coming to 3pm went to shuqun for speech day training. as i helping mama liang to look after the guides and also train their marching. today training not that bad but they still need to improve their marching. to me is still not good because my marching standard is also very high. so sometime i just want to let them be prefect. am i doing the wrong things ? sometime i really don't know whether am i doing right or just want to show people that guides is only doing girl girl thing they also can do the hard training. i really have no idea, is it my problem or the guides member problem ? just hope all the training can be successful and they can have the feel of happiness when they are in guides meeting. i just don't like people who chose CCA because of CCA points and just anyhow chose. and then at the end of secondary school life they just regret joining the CCA that they have during secondary school. i just to train the guides to be a better person and really learn and know what they doing during the guiding life. like this at least when go ITE, POLY, JC or whatever school. when your friends will like ask what CCA you are in and what have you learn from your CCA. those people who don't know like the CCA they will just say how bad is the CCA and make it like from vitamin to culprit. after that about 6plus 7pm my dad came back home. he went to collect CDAC gifts, and the vouchers that he get is like ending tomorrow so only today we got time then we decide to go today after my sister tuition. so we like have $100 vouchers of BATA shop + POPULAR. so headed to jurong point to buy school shoe for my sister and go popular to buy stationary and whatever things that we need.  headed back home, reach about 9plus 10pm home. that end of my day. and today i miss jeremy waiting for him to book out on friday. 

speech day training :D

morning accompany my mum go bring little boy. never go to school again. what to do, now a days young parent just think that bring up a kid give education seem to be easy. but they are wrong, it doesn't mean that give their kid have everything in the world but not a basic manner. after bringing him to my house, rest for awhile and go fetch my sister from school as today she end early because is sport day. and my sister take part in the 4x100m run got 1st and she is very happy. after that stay at home slack until 1plus coming 2pm i am preparing to go shuqun secondary school for guides meeting. the reason i go back is that mrs liang need my help to train them footdrill as speech day is around the corner. the training end about 5plus 6pm home sweet home sweet. another marching training tomorrow at bishan HQ for the 100 centenary celebration 2011 which fall the same day as the speech day.