girl guide training :D

morning as usual follow mother go bring little boy and eat breakfast. after that headed home, sister today never go school because parents meeting. so slack at home until about time to go shuqun girl guide training for  speech day. very unhappy because need to face sharon and tracy but lucky i look after the speech day girls and then they go train the guides that are not involve in the speech day doing marching too. but what to do, life is just nothing but unfair. never mind, just do my part can already don't need to bother on how people think about me. today speech day not bad, but still got room of improving. i have train my best to train them already hope they will learn and remember by heart. hope to see they will be improving and not to give up on guiding. our friendship seem to end already, i don't mind with it actually. because it seem to be everyone is saying is my fault fine with it. i don't even care at all. they to me is just nothing, only my seniors and nothing. seem they want to be like this then let it be. do i seem to treat me transparent then i will just treat them nothing to me. even though we have been like so call friend like for a few years already, i think so. but to me is just nothing only lose a friend, not my life. so to me is just nothing, since when i was small until now also don't have any true friend. so is like to me i got friend or not i don't even bother. last time i do, but now if people want to make friend i will okayy. will last long, don't even know at all. after guides training end went to plaza singapura to meet priya to buy some art material and then it is like very rush. because i meeting jeremy and i was like late about 30minutes. really very sorry my darling, i will try to meet you early next time okayy ? don't be angry with me okayy ? loveeeeee youuuu always :D