slacking at home :(

everyday staying at home nothing to do just slacking and slacking until school start. really miss those day in school with my classmates. go school at least better then staying at home nothing to do. really very bored to the maximum. i really very bored, i only know that staying at  home is just nothing. only weekend can see my boyfriend because he book out. really miss him but what to do just only wait wait times will pass fly. want to look for job to work also difficult don't know what to work as and some more only left a few more days then school start. life really very bored without doing anything. at least jeremy got NS training to spent his days forme nothing but slacking at home watching drama show to pass my time. really very bored just want to faster school start but when school start i think i will rather stay at home. but what to do, this my life. even though school abit bored but never mind at least got money and time pass fast. i really regret for taking the promoter job in the first if not until now i think i still doing the admin work. but what so ever it is, what is done is already done so no point complaining now. now only waiting for time to pass for school to start counting down jeremy NS life and nothing much. when school start is counting down for holiday. life is just like this, nothing much. sometime want to blog but don't know what to blog because my english not that good and i just type whatever my heart, my mind is thinking or feeling and nothing much. some more i like don't have much true friends, really want a proper friend can't i have it ? is it my character problem or is it i treat friends for granted ? don't appreciate their helps ? i really don't know, i just want to give up on myself. don't know what to do.