21 days :D

yeah ! will be seeing in 2days time. booking out of camp soon, really miss him badly. but no choice must understand NS is all guys need to do. so wait, now a days time quite slow but is okay. but when school started i will make myself busy and focus on my study. but i think most of the time will be thinking of you and cannot concentrate  HOW ? seriously i need to wake up, must study hard cannot always miss you. must work hard for my future cannot lose to you. so i must think of a way that i can focus by not thinking of you. never mind i not going to think now, will wait for this men jeremy ong bee teck to help me solve this problem. he confirm got his own way to make me focus on my study. if not i will kill he definitely. *just kidding. is like normally i always say that don't always meet then i will not miss him when he go NS. but i forget is that everyday he will message me or call as and when he like or i like. but now is like got time, that why i will feel bored so always find stupid things to do. feel like keep sleep and sleep and sleep. but scare that school start i will die because use to sleeping no mood for lesson. another problem again. why do i have so many problem. i not complaint or what is just that don't have you in school i really will bored to death. unless i got mix with a group of friends like nitec i think that one will not be a problem. but i still don't how my friend will ended up be like how ? is like still got 1months and 1 day to go. i just can't wait to see what kind of classmate i will get and for lecturer i not that worry. because most of the lecturer i know, but most of them should be nitec teacher not higher nitec one. anyway i just want to have a good result and then i can set a goal for myself. miss you jeremy, love you so much. see you soon :D