working life

hey blog it have been quite a while i have not be updating my blog. where i have nothing to update. but now a days working face quite a lot of problem but another good thing is finally i got a proper job and gain experience. starting i got a lot of problem in work, at first cannot take it but i have no choice as i sign contract with TBC. but lucky that it is not a long term to work with giant if not i think i will gone crazy. but never mind i have no choice to endure with all the problem and move on. this can be part of my life, maybe because i too fortune to live with no money problem and don't need to work for 20 years. other than the school relax job never work a proper job. let start from the 1st day of work, don't really have a problem as got senior beside so not that suffer. but after 3 days after that i am alone i was like so scare and i can't remember those code for like fruits, vegetable etc. i laterally emotional breakdown. got quite number of time i just can't control my tear from dropping. and also have a big quarrel with my heartheart because i of the work. at that point of time i just hate him but lucky he scold me to wake me up if not i will be doing wrong thing. but until now sometime i will still forget which one and i scan wrong. but sometime i really forget which one is which i did ask people but sometime they are really very busy and they will just give me that kind of face. but have no choice to guess which is the one. but sometime i just don't understand why customer just think that we know everything, they just don't understand they just say if we don't know than expect them to know. any case today got a customer she say she bought a thing and the zip spoil ask whether can change than i like tell her i not sure maybe can go in ask the promoter she say no promoter than i ask her go customer service she say me that i should not be treating customer like this. i was like whatever, never mind customer are just arrogant. but never mind, i just need to endure until before Chinese new year and i can have my freedom. some more this time round i work so hard just because my 21st birthday. i don't it is i am unlucky or what starting working short of $9.25 after yesterday don't know what wrong lose $20 choice voucher and maybe $18.05 cash. just not my lucky today, but whatever it is just be careful in further, but i just don't understand why i keep calculate the summary wrongly. i think need to count slowly next time, and double check again and again. hopefully it will not be deducted my pay again.