today evening about 5.30pm he book in to camp already never send him. i am really sorry about it, because i very lazy. forgive me can ? not u don't want because i will you go camp safely and then Saturday i will be seeing again. i know because of me you take good care of your diet so that you can book out every Friday. sorry that i never reply your text this morning and never answer your call. because the problem is that i don't know how i want to talk to you. because is true i got abit angry but just don't know why i do that act. i promise next time i will not do that okay ? will arrange my time properly at least give some of my time with you. can ? i really love you, i cannot live without you. if one day really happen that we are separated i think i die. because use to have you already, just cannot think if one day i don't have you by my side. i think alot of things will happen like commit suicide, no appetite and many more that hurt myself. as for yesterday those word i say is i don't mean it, how can i bear to break your heart, if i really do that i really in a big wrong, because i also in fault. never stand on your shoe and just be so stubborn. always make until like as your fault i really don't mean it. can forgive me ? counting down 6 more days and i will be seeing you. today is your 17 days serving NS. is still got a long way to go.
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