Decision (+)

why do people need to make decision ? i don't really like. because whatever decision i want or just simply say that whatever dream i want it. it always either i got illness or i need to ask help from teacher that i not comfortable with it. but jeremy told me before that i need to learn to face different kind of people, learn to communicate with people that are not familiar. but i don't even know what i want in future. i want to learn business studies but the problem is that i don't even have the chance. if i want now also no time already. now the only things is that i need to prepare whatever i have now. i know people will just thinks that why i never help myself or by now i should know what i want to work in future. to me is that i plan to work as a admin work. but if work too long i think nothing special, really don't know what i want. anyone can help me ? i think mr daniel is right, no one can help me only myself. seriously i really don't know what i want. i think study first, maybe i think i will be an engineer ? never know, so i need to build my confident and really be a different of me. i will do my best, study hard first then play hard. JYJY !