today went out with priya to eat lunch, went to eat mad jack. but sad is that we forget to take picture. never mind next time can go take. after that she came to my house to settle her resume to send for working. because she have graduated and looking for 1 year full time job and then go study poly, but the problem is that she don't know what course she want to study. there are plenty of choice for her but the problem is that she is confuse. that is her character, after hearing about her relationship today i realise that she is a good girlfriend but the problem is that she choice to keep everything to herself then telling people. she only can express her feeling towards people is through texting or her blog. that is where she got express her feeling. this is also the guy fault, he suppose to go understand her well but he choice not too. and make himself so confuse and think that she is so complicated to understand at all. she is actually not difficult to understand her is just that he don't spend more time with her and try to understand. i know sometime things that she need to be angry she is not but not she want is just only happy and peaceful life. but alot of people don't really know about this. i just only can say that if who ever guy that can untie her heart and understand her well that will definitely last long. she really very nice girl but she really keep everything to herself. i also cannot untie her heart but the only things that i can do now is that make her happy and see what i can help her. temporary is that she can do now is to work first, study then see what next. but i really hope that she can have a guy that cares for her and understand her, she will be more then happy that she don't have to quarrel with the guy at all. she just only want a simple life and be happy. nothing much, as long as she is happy. to me she is really a good friend to me, whenever i am sad or what she will be a very good listening ear and really very patience to hear whatever things that have happen. she cannot give any advice but she is good in a way that you need her she will be by your side support you. this is like in my life have this kind of friend. not like tracy she have been like my sister for about 2 to 3 years but she seem to not understand me at all. she just think that everything she do is correct and not reflecting. same goes to sharon is seem like no different so i choice to hate her is correct. even though she really a very potential girl but always use in a wrong way. i don't always say people, i know where i am. either than that the only problem is that i don't know what i want in future that all. the rest of things is that whatever i can do now i will try my best to do, than see what can i do next. even though sometime abit late, but i rather take slowly step by step. since i am scare to become a failure and fall down. because to me is one i fall down from there i will have no courage to move on. that why whatever do i need to do research so that i will not walk the wrong patch. that why people say cherish whatever you have rather than forcing yourself so much on something that you don't really like.
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