what happen ?

don't know what happen to my mum, i know i am in wrong but the problem is that she don't need to be like this right. can talk me nicely what, why must she shout shout. i think she don't even need me already, just want to stay in her own life. i don't know why if i go work, she will not be like this one. i think she cannot always see me at home she will confirm mad at me. at least once in awhile see each other she will treat me good. if that the case i think i will go work already like this don't need always so heart pain. just don't know what wrong with her. forever like this the, she cannot talk nicely one. must use yell one then later say like as if she owe us. she give birth just to come this world to torture her. if she too mad she will say later take chopper to chop us off. i really don't know what to do, just thinking that she don't need me anymore. just feeling sad, just only never do housework only know how to eat, sleep, slack and whatever that can comment me as lazy.