why you want me to stop thinking, missing, love you ?? really very confusing. am i just being a sucks person in this world ? i really don't who am i sometime, alot of things keep make me don't know what to do. it can seem that it is just small matter but i can just make it like very confusing and complicated. i really don't know. just feeling sucks like hell, i think now a days will be alot of reflection that i need to make. i think to manage my time well, if not i think i lose alot of things in my life. seriously i just want to live peaceful but it seem that i always is a failure doing it. it make me like no life, just end it maybe will not have so many problem that i need to face. i just think that i am a failure because i don't even dare to face the problem that i have and then the outcome will be confusing and complicated. after that don't know where the problem will lies on it. i really feel sucks just want heartheart shoulder to rest on it but he in NS. then why must i make myself so busy until i myself cannot even take it. life really is just like you don't know what will happen in the next moment and how am i going to overcome it.
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