it have been quite a long time that i have not do blogging. due to some reason or maybe can say is an excuse. now i choose to type blog is i think when years go by there are many decision that i need to make. i will not dare to go think what will happen next, but the only things that i can do is that cherish whatever things that i have now and do what i suppose in theb age of 19. also a brand new year, plenty of challenge are on the ways and i need to be prepared. if not i will confirm cannot defence myself and i will be a loser. life is god give but as for future is in mine hand, is depend on which patch i going to walk and what kind of people will mix with is all under mine control. but if it is not mine it will not always be mine. i will just maybe need to work double hard then others people to achieve mine goal.whereas people just need to work for like example a fews days to understand a person for me is like need 1 year to understand a person and thinking whether to trust the person or not. will he/she hurt me or betray if i try them good or they will just ignore me and treat me like a dog. i really don't know and don't understand. i know that this world there are plenty people with different character and maybe double faces. i really cannot identify them as a friends or enemy. maybe i scare being hurt by people that is around me and i also dun like hurt people that are close to me and it is important to me. that in the end will be the one betray me. i really scare about it. i really has no self-confident in myself cos there many people just cos of give up friendship just like nothing. but to me family, relative, friendship and relationship are important to me. that why no matter what, i will just cherish it well. i just want to give trust to all of them. that no matter whatever kind of character of me. me is always me. nothing will change unless one day either one of the 4 break mine heart i think i will breakdown. because they all are important to me, just only dun know how to give mine time to every single one of them. sometime i was like thinking that why do god bring me to this human world for what? is it come here to do ceretain mission or what? just think that mine life is just being simple and alot of challenging to face, overcome in a way that people will not get hurt and everyone will have a chance to give each other a new patch to go. just hopefully that i can continue to study achieve good results. look for a job that can earn alot of money to feed my parent and in future mine own family :D lastly just wish every single one of us cherish own life well enough before when lose it and regret. it will be very late, so now whatever wishes/dreams that i want need to work double hard to achieve.
Monday, February 7, 2011
♥life
it have been quite a long time that i have not do blogging. due to some reason or maybe can say is an excuse. now i choose to type blog is i think when years go by there are many decision that i need to make. i will not dare to go think what will happen next, but the only things that i can do is that cherish whatever things that i have now and do what i suppose in theb age of 19. also a brand new year, plenty of challenge are on the ways and i need to be prepared. if not i will confirm cannot defence myself and i will be a loser. life is god give but as for future is in mine hand, is depend on which patch i going to walk and what kind of people will mix with is all under mine control. but if it is not mine it will not always be mine. i will just maybe need to work double hard then others people to achieve mine goal.whereas people just need to work for like example a fews days to understand a person for me is like need 1 year to understand a person and thinking whether to trust the person or not. will he/she hurt me or betray if i try them good or they will just ignore me and treat me like a dog. i really don't know and don't understand. i know that this world there are plenty people with different character and maybe double faces. i really cannot identify them as a friends or enemy. maybe i scare being hurt by people that is around me and i also dun like hurt people that are close to me and it is important to me. that in the end will be the one betray me. i really scare about it. i really has no self-confident in myself cos there many people just cos of give up friendship just like nothing. but to me family, relative, friendship and relationship are important to me. that why no matter what, i will just cherish it well. i just want to give trust to all of them. that no matter whatever kind of character of me. me is always me. nothing will change unless one day either one of the 4 break mine heart i think i will breakdown. because they all are important to me, just only dun know how to give mine time to every single one of them. sometime i was like thinking that why do god bring me to this human world for what? is it come here to do ceretain mission or what? just think that mine life is just being simple and alot of challenging to face, overcome in a way that people will not get hurt and everyone will have a chance to give each other a new patch to go. just hopefully that i can continue to study achieve good results. look for a job that can earn alot of money to feed my parent and in future mine own family :D lastly just wish every single one of us cherish own life well enough before when lose it and regret. it will be very late, so now whatever wishes/dreams that i want need to work double hard to achieve.
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