grandma (@_@)

today nothing much morning went to jog and then go bring the little boy back to my house. i still not happy about yesterday things. but never mind, that one i will put aside first wait for them to find the evidence. but i need to send regard to my grandma, hope she get well soon because have a deep cut at her wrist. so went to see her today, slack there like quite a number of hour after that home sweet home. so is seem like nothing to do at home now a days only wait for time to pass and then go study. if not maybe will go work for like 2nd week of march or something. i think my body too weak already, after jogging today i feel that my brain is being funny. is it i too long never exercise make until myself very jialat. my body is not last time that strong is it i too fat already. really very sad :( but never mind i going to train myself the stamina to be normal. but i think need to take alot of time to recover it, because i think my body is become weak. wonder how to slim down, i think is a problem about it already. there are alot of problem i need to face already, just don't know just let it be. but as for forgive and forget her i can't do it i will definitely hate her until my life ended. just hope my grandma can get well soon, family peace that i want for my this year birthday wishes :D