friends ?

what is a friends to you people ? i really don't know, normally people the more close they are the more trustworthy they are. but to me is like i don't believe anyone of them. because i scare being betray by friends. i don't want to face that kind of things. is like family also got alot of problem i need to face and overcome it. i don't want even friends also need, i really don't like the feeling. maybe that is the reason that i don't have much good friends. funny things is that i got plenty of friends. if i don't have friends in school the problem i will have is that group work i will die. then the rest of things i don't even need to worry. i don't like people mix with you is because your look, background and more. are those people call friends ? to me they are not, is just like must mix with those that similar to them then when go out not that difficult to communicate and the way they wear. is it very important ? i was just being nothing to do no work that why got so many thinking about life, friends, family, love one and many more that is involving in my life that i need to reflect.