counting down :D

currently counting down to my 19th birthday :D this year will be quite bored but is okay. he will repay me during our 15th month anniversary, can't wait for the day to come. seriously don't have him around with me no movie, no outing, nothing. just stay home slack, accompany my mum wherever she want to go. i think i also very long never accompany already, so take this time to accompany her more. if not later she nag at people say that her daughter got boyfriend don't want her already, *Laugh. she is quite a understanding mother but sometime i can't take the attitude that she give me. but i still understand that whatever she do to me is for my own good. just don't want me to follow her footsteps, she want me to have happiness so she will always remind me this and that. must be careful, don't believe him too much, let him fall deeply then i do and many more. no matter next time what kind of life i have i will still thanks my mum that never give up on me at all. she always support whatever things i do, if wrong she will tell me and i will learn from my mistake. i will really cherish my life time with her, i can say out loud that my mother is the best and can't find the same mother like her that she really take good care of me. no matter how naughty i am she will try to understand me, give into me. sometime i feel guilty because i always blame on her this and that. but i promise i will never ever throw alone when she grow old. no matter i am rich or poor next time i will still take good of her, and let her leave in a comfortable family. i want to cherish all the memory that i have with her, if not next time i will confirm regret. and god will confirm punish me if i not filial to my mother, because she suffer alot since i am a baby. i really will salute my mother and thanks for not selling me to others people and feed me until now. i love you mummy :D